Sometimes I just have to cry.
If you ask me why, I cannot really answer.
I just reach a state where the feelings I’ve kept inside just needs to get out
They get all the way up to the surface and I can’t push them down again
Either can I just throw them away
I have to stay with them
Feel them for real
Let them fill all my senses, my mind and my body
I need to express them
Act with consiuosness and precense
I can let go of them for real
Find myself in a total sense of joy
A joy that is deeper and more genuine than before
Because it’s filling up the empty space the sad feelings left when they went away
I know that it won’t always be easy
But I also know that I have to taste all colors of life to be able to taste the brightest once
That’s why I’m not pretending that everything is ok when it isn’t
That’s why I’m listening to myself and my body instead of just ignoring it
If I pretend and ignore, it it will always come back to me later.
Mayby even strike me down.
Keys to a colorful life, COLOR ON!